Let me clarify- these are my thoughts...random...unedited and no doubt grammatically flawed. :)
Wow how time flies......even when your not having fun. I will not bore you by trying to fill in the time gap. I am going to follow Fly Lady's advice. Start where you are. So here I am :)
I have been scanning some blogs just to see what other people are doing out there. Ah, the inspiration :)
My plans for last weekend were cancelled. A bit discouraging but I was determined not to let it get me too down. I tried to take advantage of the time and enjoyed hiking. I love the outdoors.
Plus, Our Church's Woman's Ministry brought Carol Kent to speak to us. Oh goodness, I forgot my tissue. If any of you know me....I cry at everything. It is not a bad thing. Embarrassing yes, but bad...no. They have nick named me "Big Baller Todd" (hehe, name changed so it doesnt fit anymore) Simply cause I cry at happy things and sad things. OK...Digressing.
Carol Kent was very good. Many things spoke directly to me however she inspired me to actually DO something I have been wanting for a long time. To pass on a little SunShine to others.
She talked about getting encouraging cards, flowers etc all in her favorite color "Yellow" (THAT'S MY FAVORITE COLOR!) because her mother, giving her decorating advice, told her that " every room should have a touch of yellow." I elbowed my mom as a sign of "did you hear that?! that's what I think. Now I can't remember exactly why Carol Kent talked about this but immediately ideas were spinning through my head.
So this is my belief about yellow.
It puts a little hop in your skip
a little spring in your bounce
puts a smile on your heart and brings it out to your face
a little SunShine brings warmth, joy and peaceful feeling.
Yellow is a FEEL GOOD color.
I am drawn to yellow.
Maybe that is why I am drawn to bees and honey ;)
I LOVE yellow roses. (the darker ones not pale)
Sunflowers
In stores I pick up anything yellow first.
I wanted my kitchen to be yellow.
I like yellow rubber duckies
I love smiley faces
My favorite song was "You are my SunShine"
After having this AHA moment. It is quite curious...... WHY DON"T I HAVE YELLOW EVERYWHERE?!
Reality, barely a spec of yellow can be found in my house. hmmm
Yes, down deep psychologically, I'm sure it means something (material for a different post) but THAT is going to change. I need to bring back YELLOW INTO MY LIFE AND LET IT SHINE!!
I have an inner desire to edify others and for others to have a bit of what Yellow means to me. Can't explain it. I just do.
I enjoy letting others know that they Shine and they have a positive effect. That they are made up of GOOD light within them. That they alone matter. God made you, loves you, forgives you, died for you, wants a relationship with you and wants to make your inner Sun, Shine through.
All these mental picture are in my head.
Sun is Light cuts through dark.
Natural Light
God-made Light. (unlike man-made ie light bulb)
How will this manifest itself?
Project-Mission-Initiative
Signature color
YELLOW
SHINE Awards
SHINE ON
Day Brightner
More to come:
Side note I have more favorites
Earthy Green