Ok, NO i didn't stay up to ring in the New Year. Thats predictable about me. I am not an owl. After the 2 hr ride from picking up my BG I was pretty much done for the eve. Of course I planned to stay up! I did..... but my insides were painfully kicking my butt again, and was having no part of it.:( I informed the kids what the expectations were. *Everyone get along *No whining *No complaining *No being selfish * Talk nice * Lift each other up * and lastly * No blowing up the house! Of course, I am available to be woken up every 30 min or so (Right) to be asked a question to verify that they were allowed to this or that. Last ? at 2:30am Punkin asked "ya want the boys to go to bed, cause I'm going to sleep and SD (stepduaghter) is already asleep?" "Yes" I respond. I think that was my response to all questions asked. Hmmm...I am just glad they dont ask me some wild question that I agree too. Like "Can I take the car to get some Velda milk" Come to think of it, they did ask something about fireworks. So the kids entertained themselves and each other and I woke up to a house fully entacted. Whew.."Thank you Lord for your protection" :D
My fiance came over at 8am with PCOC (Perfect Cup of Coffee) and we had a nice discussion about the upcoming year. Resolutions, concerns, goals and such. We had devotional time as well. 90%of married couples that pray together stay together.
I am my father's daughter. I am a list maker. (ooh, maybe I'll put that in my profile:) Umm.....works well for me...but others ..... well, seem less than thrilled for me to make lists for them...hehe
So here are some of my resolutions, goals, things to do, call it what ya like. I am entering it on my blog to help me with accountability. LOL, only 2 peeps follow but maybe that will change.
2010 my perpetual list begins:
#1 Conquer my biggest fear.....my fear of failing. It is quite shameful really, how bad that fear immobilizes me and to the magnitude the fear is. It is bit scarry to say that out loud. From using crafting material, (I might mess it up and I would of wasted my money) to hanging pictures (arrangment not being right and having holes that need to be patched and can't match the paint, ending up with a wall w/patch marks all over) ok moving on :)
*read the TRUTH - the Bible not books about it but IT
*loose weight - I have wedding pictures in 3months that I have to look good for.
*excersice - I want to be an active parent and eventually grandparent and enjoy my old age :)
*Free myself of clutter
*Actively plan for finacial security
*nurture relationships
*improve and developing this Blog - ooo, maybe have some more followers hehe
*allow God to mold me all over again :)
I did say this was perpetual so I am going to stop for now. More on planning on how to accomplish these said....whatever ya want to call them...goals, resolutions, etc.....later.
I look forward to the years to come and documenting them so when memories fade they can be refreshed again. :)
*cultivate and improve property